Leaving Heaven Eminem, Skylar Grey

[00:00.17] Yeah (I knew this day was coming) [00:02.36] Sometimes, you gotta come back down (it's all going to hell now, man) [00:06.34] Stoop to someone's level (yeah) [00:08.56] Five dozen, flies buzzin' over your head [00:11.21] Call me the Grim Reaper, sleep is my cousin [00:13.46] You're dead to me now and I'ma be the last face you see [00:16.38] 'Fore you die cussin' (yep) [00:17.76] My eye a tiger's and I'm a survivor so I will rise up and (what?) [00:21.85] Be triumphant 'cause when I'm looking at my legacy (leg, I see) [00:25.13] Bunch of dogs tryna dry hump it [00:27.04] Like Triumph The Puppet, so I'm like, "Fuck it" [00:29.00] Pile the carnage up 'til it's so high, it's touching the sky [00:31.98] Let 'em all line up and attack [00:33.94] Single filing up in the stack [00:36.19] Call 'em toy soldiers (yeah) [00:38.33] 'Cause they just wind up on their backs [00:40.48] Now the sky's nothing but black [00:41.91] But I am not coming back, I done told ya [00:43.86] I told the woke me to go to sleep [00:45.45] But still, they keep on provoking me [00:46.86] They're hoping to see me completely broken emotionally [00:49.82] But how in the fuck am I not supposed to be woke [00:51.85] When these fuckers just keep poking me? Now [00:53.33] I'm leaving Heaven [00:57.42] I'm leaving Heaven [01:01.74] Angels won't find me [01:05.90] Where I am going [01:11.30] I've been down, kicked [01:12.21] Like around six thousand times since I was a kid [01:15.22] As a child, picked on, clowned [01:17.43] Countless times I've been doubted [01:19.39] Gotta remind myself of it every now and then (yeah) [01:21.98] So the route I went's self-empowerment [01:23.87] In a hole, taught myself how to get out of it [01:26.45] And balance it with talents, wit [01:27.90] 'Cause life is like a penny (life is like a penny) [01:30.53] 'Cause it's only one percent [01:31.94] Who overcome the shit they've underwent [01:33.76] I went AWOL like what my back was up against [01:36.09] Don't tell me 'bout struggle, bitch, I lived it [01:38.38] I was five or six the first time I got my hind end kicked [01:41.20] Malcolm, Isaac, and Boogie jumped me and took my tricycle [01:44.39] And I don't know if I would call that white privilege, yeah [01:47.76] But I get it, how it feels to be judged by pigment [01:50.84] Besides getting it from both sides of the tracks [01:52.99] But I swore I'd get them back [01:53.99] Even if it meant selling my soul to get my revenge and (what?) [01:56.53] Thought of a scheme and it got me to thinking [01:57.90] If I can believe in myself, I could prolly achieve it [01:59.56] That's part of the reason I do all my talking with ink [02:01.49] And as long as I'm breathing I vow to smother and beat them [02:03.27] My God, what a heart of a demon, go at 'em and I'ma get even [02:05.29] Like I'm in the Garden of Eden, I'm 'bout to go off of the deep end [02:07.54] This evil is calling, I'm already seething and [02:08.70] I'm leaving Heaven [02:12.91] I'm leaving Heaven [02:17.09] Angels won't find me [02:21.51] Where I am going [02:25.52] Okay, so while Macklemore was keeping his room nice and neat (yeah) [02:28.60] I was getting my ass beat twice a week (what?) [02:30.44] Looking for a place for the night where I could sleep [02:32.55] Flippin' sofa cushions over just tryin' to see [02:34.60] If I could find some change and scrape up for a bite to eat [02:36.62] If Denaun and me find a couple of dimes a piece [02:38.62] 25 cents each'd get us a bag of chips [02:40.65] We'd be glad to get that even we if we had to split [02:42.92] We'd do backward flips, looking back at it [02:44.46] I think that would fit with the definition of not having shit [02:47.20] Couple that with the fact my mother was batshit [02:48.99] Pop was a sack of shit, yeah, he died, but I gave half a shit [02:51.65] Yeah, which brings me back to the dear ol' dad that I zero had [02:54.68] Since a year-old, 47-year-old scab [02:56.69] Just to hear them words, ear-piercing [02:58.55] Like my earlobe stabbed with a needle for an earring [03:01.14] Should I feel upset? You were dead to me 'fore you died [03:03.84] Me? Tear no shed [03:05.04] Should I have made a mural at your funeral? [03:07.14] Had your coffin draped with a hero's flag? [03:09.28] Where the fuck you were at [03:10.14] When De'Angelo done hurt me real bad at the Rio Grande? [03:13.21] Never met your grandkids, fucking coward [03:15.37] Only gut you had was from your stomach fat [03:17.32] I couldn't see your ass going to Heaven [03:19.12] So I'm asking for a pass to go to Hell [03:21.14] So I can whip your fucking ass [03:22.76] I hate that I'll never get to say, "I hate you", to your face [03:24.97] No coming back from where I'm going [03:26.69] Sky is dark, my soul is black, hand on the shovel [03:28.68] Dig with the blade of it then I step on the metal [03:30.82] Vendetta to settle, tell the Devil [03:32.52] I'm leaving Heaven (yeah) [03:36.68] I'm leaving Heaven (you know, I should dig your motherfucking ass up) [03:41.08] Angels won't find me (just to spit in your fucking face) [03:45.10] Where I am going [03:47.20] (Holding my baby pictures up like you're proud of me) [03:49.46] I'm leaving heaven (fuck you, bitch) [03:53.43] I'm leaving heaven (you know what? Maybe if I had had you) [03:57.56] Angels won't find me (I wouldn't have went through half the shit I went through) [04:00.72] (So I blame you) [04:01.85] Where I am going (or maybe I should say, thank you) [04:06.35] ('Cause I wouldn't have been me) [04:07.68] So you better, you better run (yeah) [04:12.07] You better, you better run (so I'ma let it go now, rest in peace) [04:16.56] You better, you better run (cocksucker) [04:20.57] You better, you better run (haha, see you in Hell) [04:23.53]